Life indeed...

Today early morning I enjoyed KTV session with my two gal friends at party world. I didn't know that fri and sat only one drink for each customer. Sian lol by the time we sing just about to high, our drink was almost empty. Quite fun with them. By the time we were going home, it's started to rain. Sian no where to go liao lol but home sweet home. Afternoon time, I and my mum brought my small bro to see doctor. He was also depressed at the same time regarding whether he can cope with his study as all his modules need to achieve at least 70% then will be consider pass. This isn't the first time he is like that. My second bro can't be bothered with him already. Worse still got father like don't have like that. My father been ignoring his sons whenever if they sick or do something badly. I don't want to comment anything right now. I just hoped that he be better soon. And I very fed up about my bro's church friends keep msg and call him to come for service / cell group. Look my bro msg u all that he can't go because he is sick. I don't know if they can understand simple english. I accidentally saw a msg of his friend saying jason which is my bro, I have reserved a seat for you. You know what today the who who is coming, she is a healing pastor. You be feeling better if you believe. I was super angry with them. If people think that way, then why we need doctors/psychologists around? If there are healing pastors then will the world be still the same? No offence but it is totally irrelevant. Has anyone witness a person who is badly in shape being healed by a pastor? I believe in god but life is all about sufferings before paradise. If god heal the person, will this person ever learn anything through his or her life? Believing in God and do good is in enough already. Do what you can and not what you can't. I hate those who used god name to do good but in fact is for their own good. God will punished them for sure. Amen.