Good or bad?

Deep inside my heart/mind, I have so many matters to think about. I don't normally speak to my friends or family. It's not personal but I think I could handle on my own. Life is full of obstacles and you can't always depend on others to solve your problem. This is what I think. I come from a big family with my two brothers, parents and grandmother. I don't think big family is always good. Look at my family, parents are working outside, two brothers are studying and a grandmother to look after. There is hardly any communication among us. Sometimes need to discuss some issues with my parents also can't find appropriate time to speak to them. I'm jealous of those who born rich and they have everything they can have. I'm not saying that my family background is bad or I despise my family. I'm very content with whatever I have right now. My parents done their part by sending us for education and never let us go on hunger and most important a home for us. But sometimes I wish that they can talk to us often to find out what we are doing. Sometimes I'm very angry with them with their reasoning. It's seem so not logical to me. In moment of frustration, I talk back to them saying that if you don't have the capability, don't born so many childs. Sometimes, I agree with my point. My reasoning - Nowadays standard of living so high, GST soon or later go to 15% lol hope not, if you have a child, not only you have to feed him/her, give him/her shelter and education, you also must care for him/her. Why I say this is very critical? Because when parents care for their childs well enough, you won't see them doing bad things outside or learn astray. I understand this is also not 100% guarantee will work. But nevertheless try it cos it don't incur much. :) I can't wait to start work soon. ;)