Mending a broken heart...

Why? why? why? Why is this happening to me? Perhaps she isn't my miss right... :( Mending a broken heart by exercising, eating and anything that kept me occupied... Been rejected because of she is inferior than me. She told me that she isn't that good as I can imagine. But I was confused why all this stuffs happened now and not any sooner? Perhaps she is cheating on me... Focused on my work instead of all this troubled issues. I'm still waiting for my case to be over. When will it be over? It's been 2 months. I found out that there is one case where my superior is involved and the case is like over in less than a month. It might be a different case. To me, I find that it's unfair lol. Been saving money for my driving license. Hoping to get my license soon.

Time to update!

It's been a long time since i had last updated my blog. To sum up everything during these past months, it been a "sway" period for me. Things not going smoothly for me. I can't imagine that I will ever be accused of something which I didn't done at all. Currently I'm "under investigation". The problem - someone had stolen something which is entitled to the person from a person. And I'm the accused... It like wth... I been through this horrible stage of my life. Without anyone by my side to care and concern me, I can only depend on myself to overcome it. Either through sports like gyming, exercising or go out with friends. But the sad news is I'm being forced to admit the mistake which I have not done. If not I forever will never move on from here meaning my career will stuck here. God please have some pity on me. Bless me with mighty powers and luck to overcome this obstacle. ;) Lastly I have finally moved on, I had finally confessed my love for her. I bought her a diamond necklace from Citigems. She liked it very much. But she didn't tell me her reply. I will prove to her I be the right one for her. Hopefully... :)

Ya... Finally CNY...

Wow quite sometimes I been working and had no time for my leisure time. Finally yesterday was my vacation leave to CNY. Shiok. haha. Same schedule as per normal. Woke up in the morning for my healthy breakfast, followed by gym workout in California fitness then went shopping and later movie. Sian no girlfriend is like that one. I been wondering how come I has no girlfriend. Perhaps god want me to know more gals before settle down or wait for the right gal at the right moment? I don't know... I leave everything to fate and chemistry. I don't go for looks but characters of a person. I been courting a gal since my poly days but sadly this gal doesn't want to be in a relationship. Maybe I'm not good looking enough. ;) About my work, I enjoyed working with my team. I learned alot from them, they taught me everything that I needed to know. But... There is always a black sheep. This person likes to back stab people and push work to others( I called this tai chi). Luckily my relationship with the rest not bad and managed to endure and turned the situation around. I hoped I can work in peace and succeed in everything I do. May god bless me. Yesterday after I done my workout in orchard California fitness, I went to the sauna room. Sian it seems to me that I attracted more guys than gals. This particular guy blink at me then followed by another guy seems to like to see my undergarment. I immediately confront the guy who peeked at me. He said sorry and left the room. OMG. Shit thing like this happened to me all the times except for the peeking case. Actually there is a point of time where I thought I'm bisexual but I'm not. Luckily I found out that I was just been paranoid. I don't blame or dislike them but please respect other's privacy. Lastly enjoyed your CNY. May all your wishes came true and succeed in everything you do. Happy Chinese New Year... To be continued...

Oh my God...

OMG... The number of HIV cases in Singapore is likely to hit record levels in 2008 as more go for tests to detect the virus, the government said. Since this year, it is an offence for people who know they are infected with the virus not to inform their partners of their status before engaging in sexual intercourse. Human immunodeficiency virus (HIV) causes AIDS, which breaks down the body's immune system, leaving an infected individual vulnerable to a range of diseases. AIDS has no known cure. Those are the f**king irresponsible people who just want more to be like them. Assholes. Word of advice - prevention is better than cure. Maybe that why I'm still single(scared). hehe. I just can't find my Miss Right at the moment. Hopfully god answer my prayers. Recently, I just went for a haircut. The barber cut my hair wrongly. Oh my. Now I'm offically botak. Compare with last time haircut, I wonder will I still be the same? Will people judge me by my appearance?;) I being posted to another office area, started to work today but tommorrow will be my actual first day. Today I attended a briefing by my superiors and we were told what will be expected from us. Wow. Stress sia. Hope that I'll be able to make it through with unexpectable results.

What kind of ethics is this?

Sometimes I wonder if I'm at my motherland, Singapore. I don't seem to feel any good ethics around me. Is the world crazy already or am I paranoid? Oh my gosh... Recently I saw people talking to the air, people talking to someone who even they don't know. What wrong with these people? God bless everyone hopefully. Ye my birthday coming soon, will she be celebrating with me? I don't know. Hopefully. As long as she celebrate with me, I don't mind what present she give me. Soon I be finishing my on the job training, although my future look bright for me, I'm not certain if this is the career I wanted. Friends, buddies and family members encourage me to give it a try before giving my own verdict. I will give it my best shot regardless what happened. Hope that lady luck is always with me. ;)

Experience the journey at...

Volunteer myself for the yellow ribbon project definitely learnt something. The event is at Marina Square, Central Atrium. The event is called Crossroads. It is an experiental exhibition showcasing three life stories of ex-offenders. The aim is to allow community to gain insight of what ex-offenders is experiencing and the issues they faced and to gain community support once they are out of prison. Even though I was injured, I still went to help out. For me I believe that life isn't that harsh, keep on walking even though you faced some obstacles/problems, this isn't the end of your path. As long as you don't give up hope on urself, you will find an alternate route in life. :]

Voluntary Work...

Yesterday I went for volunteer work for Yellow Ribbon Project. A group of colleagues together volunteered our previous time for this campaign. We strongly believe that ex-convicts deserve a chance to get back to the society. We are raising funds through flag day. In the process, of course most of us got rejected but our efforts and determination paid off at the end of the day. We met various people of all walk of life. I remembered a incident that made us burst into laughter, I approached a lady for donation and she told me that she don't understand english in english. LOL. Really make my day.;) We aren't sure how much we raised in the end but hope that it does helped.